Sunday, September 21, 2003

more songs to dl ppl: Michelle Branch "Are You Happy Now?"

ahhh! just go here and download hella muzik ! [http://aolsvc.aol.com/music/index.adp] then go to song and the hundreds of song thingi link..lol
i wasted my life...i just realized this....i cant believe it.. im fourteen and i wasted half of it at skewl...aughh.if only i was like those kids that already in collage when they are ten...augh. now i fell stoopid..
MY SONG :::: " Where's the Love?" Black Eyed Peas

"Where Is The Love?"

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how a n**** works and operates
N**, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive to lovers bound

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
ahhh..i luv Lillix!! they are so good.............................

song[s] stuck in head:
"What I Like About You" Lillix
"It's About Time" Lillix
"Intuition" Jewel
"More To Life" Stacie Orrico
"Why Can't I" Liz Phair
"White Flag" Dido

Why Can't I

get a load of me get a load of you
walking down the street and i hardly know you
it's just like we were meant to be
holding hands with you when we're out at night
got a girlfriend you say it isn't right
and i've got someone waiting too
what it is its just the beginning
we're already wet and were gonna go swimming
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
isn't this the best part of breaking up
finding someone else you can't get enough of
someone who wants to be with you too
it's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
but wouldn't it be beautiful
here we go we're at the beginning
we haven't fucked yet but my head's spinning
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
high enough for you to make me wonder, where it's going
high enough for you to pull me under
something's growing out of this that we can't control
baby im dying
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
whenever i think about you
It's About Time
I hate you, I love you
I just can't remember to forget you
Who are you, who needs you?
You make me feel alive, I die, so high
I'm crawling on the ground
I have found I can fly

One of these days it all comes together
One of those days that goes on forever
Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever
What's it all about?

Chorus

It's about life, it's about fun
It's over before it has begun
It's about you, it's about me
It's about everything between and I say
I'm saying goodbye to you, I say hi to you with no clue
It's about time that I
Make up my mind

It's simple, confusing, the truth is I'm winning but I'm losing
And pulling and pushing, won't do me any good
It could, it should
I'm honest to myself that the truth is I lied

One of these days it all comes together
One of those days that goes on forever
Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever
What's it all about?

Chorus
Time is creeping behind me, surrounding around me
Fading the words so desperately
Now give me a reason that I can believe in
Time is something you can't rewind
One of these days it all comes together
One of those days that goes on forever
Think I sound crazy? Maybe, whatever
What's it all about?

Chorus
ahhh..the poem that benton told me that his sister told him is stuck in my head! did that make sence..? i wish i saved the chat room convo now...it was funnieful..o right and also im not going to do the kezar [almost wrote kazaa] thingi today..[no points darn]..too bad..i got to do the car wash next week tho.so its aiite..im doing the early shift...so is gg so that KEWL!!!! I HATE YOUR PEACH TREEEEE..

TO ANDE AGEN: LEMME BURN YOUR CD PLZZZZZ
yesterday i went to the beach clean up ..but i met up with chut yu and benton at gg's house first....then we went to the beach and had to do the stupid roll call thingi for like 15 mins. AHAH C-POT RULE! we were the loudest company when our comp. commander called for attention. then we split into groups ov 3. i was with ming and vickie [different vickie] ... we picked up virtually nothing! the beach is hella clean! haha....but i left 1/2 hour eariler because i got wet..so i went home and changed.then i went to bk and got a number 9 or something. it was yummy then i went home ageenn.. and went online for a while .. around 1:30 i went to gianna house agen and met up with benton ..then we found out that suzy, jacky [him], elaine, chut yu, gianna, tiff le and andy were outside so we went and played bball for a while...but jacky and suzy kept on working on thier project..so we went bax upstairs and they played cards and played musix...it was fun...then that's pretty much was the day...1:30-7:00 ...lol..cards [SLAPJACK HURTS!!!!!] and bball...oo right then gg, benton chut yu and andy played twister...lol...poor ande he got stuck with benton's ass in his face [or so he says] anyways i was the spinner!yay! Ooo yeah..i cant believe im forgeting this....chut yu can sing! OMIGOD..he knows almost all the lyrics for the songs on ande's cd.ahhh! soo coollll...then ande , suzy and tiff le went to to bk and bought me a shake! ew...nasty tasting..stawberry..then around the time wen we were about to leave they were playing cards [yeah agen] i had to say truth or dare....augh..i regret that now...o course the question was "who do you like" WHY DO YOU PPL LIKE THAT QUESTION SO MUCH?? lol...so i was stalling and stalling...then i went home...but i realized that i taken the wrong bus...
******** *went home*******************

then when i went home i did the usuall things :eat, wash hair, ect...then i went online and things got fun..
i went into the chat room...at first before gianna and benton went in..we were all role playing and shizz..ahaha ande is a canniball and also gianna...lol..then they annoyed me about who i like..then we were all talking [ and role playing ] untill Benton went in...[gg was no where to be seen] ... then after like forever [and something about enterprise]..benton imed me about who i like...lol..so i told him....but on the condition that he tell me...so he did...omigod i wanted to faint. HER? [nahh jp] then i just ignored the chat room cuz all they were typing was "TeLL ME" so i went out...hahah...then guess what? GIANNA [real one] IMED ME WITH THE SIGNMEOFF sn...so she was online..gRr. then i talked with Benton for a while longer...[i dono how long, i was getting sleepy]...then i went to sleep.

****to pplz in the chat yesterday*******

To elaine: HIII!!! >.< haha i duno what to say to yew......SO HIHIHIHIHHIHIHHHIHIHHIHIHIHIHIHHIHIHIHIHIHI...andwhen i sed YUGIHO [ahah] i wasnt talking about you.

To TIff Le: YER tiff number ONE! you're so quiet...even online.

To ANde: VERY PERSISTeNT...CANNiBALL!...TELL ME WHO YOU LIKE...x.X

TO Gianna: WHERE WERE YOU? we were waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting.

TO SUzy: Why didnt you Like the sn i gave you?!?! LOL..thetigergotrunoverbyareindeer...lol...or mynameissuzy..those are my eclusive sns...you wont find them anywhere on the markeT!!!!!!!!!! howabout suzyishaveryweird...lol.

To Benton: *scouts honor* <----i just wanted to say that..not meaning that im a scout..shez.lol...and yes me and elaine laugh too much online...and i wont tell. HAPPY?